Therapy?

If you can't get support otherwise, stick to licensed professionals and find someone who's talking about things that resonate.

Heidi Priebe
Tracy Marks
DoctorRamani
Dr Doyle
The Holistic Psychologist
Therapyinanutshell
Dr Julie

For some additional thought provoking and understanding...

Scienceofpeople (Vanessa Van Edwards)
After Skool